It hurt. A LOT. It still does. But I'm trying to keep busy. I'm off work for a week now, and luckily have a lot to keep my mind occupied. I did the Race for Life today, which was brilliant. It was my third time, and the weather had always been lovely for it. I wanted to crawl back under my duvet when I woke up this morning and saw the miserable, grey, rainy weather outside! It rained pretty much the whole way round, and the moment we got back to the car after the event, the sun came out - typical! I've raised £150 for Cancer Research and will certainly be back again next year.
Me and Mam at the Race for Life at silly o'clock this morning! |
Then on Tuesday I'm going to see Take That!! I am so so excited, I'm like a kid at Christmas! I'm doing my best not to find out anything about the show, I'm determined to keep it as much of a surprise as possible! I'm actually really looking forward to seeing Robbie. Wasn't too sure about him rejoining the band at first, and to be honest I'm still not 100% sure he deserves to be back with them. But I'm looking forward to seeing him doing a couple of solo numbers as well as performing with the others again, so bring it on! I'm also having a girlie shopping trip on Wednesday, and a day out with Mam on Friday, and then it's my birthday on Saturday! Hopefully I'll be able to squeeze in a couple of blog posts too!!
So yes, it's been a hard few weeks, and I'm sure the next couple of weeks will be hard too. But I'm determined not to dwell on what's happened. It'll take time, but my family and friend have been brilliant - they're all looking out for me and keeping me busy. I'm sure with them, and this blog I'll be able to move on.